Articles by: pichoo
It was June last year when she got a message from a unknown person introducing himself as “Stranger”. It then went all up to talking, chatting and sometimes meeting late nights.
All went fine until one day she found out that he has a girlfriend who is away on her studies. She confronted him and asked never to contact her anymore but that didn't stop him..Despite her effort to keep him away ,he never stopped bothering her and he even lied to her that he broke up with his girlfriend.
She knew that he was making up the stories to keep her within himself, she couldn't say anything but continue meeting him. She sometimes ignored the calls and sms-es.Giving up completely isn't as easy as it was thought of but she now completely cut off the contact with him.
Now,she lay on her bed thinking if his girlfriend comes to now about this, will it be her fault or his??????
Only if he had known that something that would stop his breath for sometime was waiting for him back in Bhutan,he would have come prepared to face it.
To his dismay,he came home only to hear and see he would not have even dared to joke about.The love and trust that bonded them once upon a time has now turned into a desert cactus which everyone even hated to see.
He never doubted on her until he found a message on her phone that very night he got home after his semester break which said “I love you” from a unknown number.He asked what's going on with her and then he finally gets to hear what was really going on in her life during his absence.He went numb not knowing how to react.She had already decided that she's going to live the rest of the her life with the guy who she claims to be her now and forever lover.The least he could do was let her go,the promises they made together now seemed to be void.
He is now trying to move on in his life while he watches her enjoy yet another life she has just started.
Waking up with a fresh hope and a dream every morning is what everyone does..But lately,i have been getting up early morning with a guilt filled smile on my face because i have become a victim of my own mind.
Had I not received the phone call at 2.30 A.M that unfaithful morning, I would be as happy as how i used to be.That one incident left me feeling heavy hearted and i know i will carry this with me for rest of my life.I feel the worst of me.If only we could erase the ugly memories i would live my life whole again.
It sometimes made me feel like i'd end up my life but being born Buddhist,i cant help but believe in the next life.I haven't prepared for that yet thinking its too early for it although i know it's not.I am now left with an option to go somewhere far away to start off my life from a scratch but that wont let me forget the ugly truth.
I have now become week at heart and helpless with my soul.