The very day I dropped to my cousin's office for lunch...had my heart went... ZOoOoOm....once again after this many years...guess what??? I met him...who??? Of course not the guy I talked about in LOVE IS NAIVE...but the guy who made me go...Wow....who made my heart sing all the love songs I can remember....some years ago and he was the one...the guy I loved at the very first sight, way back in my higher secondary days....it was a admission time and there he stood right before me... as if to tell like 'here I am, all for you' ...love at first sight...

He was looking his best in mathra gho...his one hand in his gho pocket..looked so cute....so innocent...so lovely and of course dashing...gave me a hard time to fight back the resistance to go and hug him never to let him go....i sound crazy and I know I was crazy.....

First day in school I gave him my heart, the very next day my heart went...BaNg...BoNg...ThArSh...ThUd ...and saw myself holding a bleeding heart... shirked in some corner of the world. I couldn't believe my ears when someone said, he is already dating a rich girl. That was the cruelest joke and realized richness plays a role in love too.

So, once again I was with a broken heart. Once again??? When was it the last time??? When I was a in high school, I had a childhood friend with whom I shared my childhood world. We played together...ate together...we went to the same school till high school and there I lost him too. Too late was I to realize I loved him and only him. Anyway, it wouldn't have mattered, even if I have realized that before, because he never loved me. Unluckily he was the most handsome boy in the school and I lost him to the most beautiful girl and realized how much important is the look to be loved. There I found myself in the place of Kajol in a Hindi movie Kuch-kuch-Hota-Hai. I still hate that scene in KKHH. Of course she had a happy ending unlike mine. I wish my life too is a movie with a HAPPY ENDING.

Anyways coming back to the scene...i met him. He was standing right behind me. I was ordering something to eat when out of the blue ... I saw him standing right behind me. The first time I saw him was when he was standing right before me but this time right behind me. Now that was a problem. He meant to be behind me, or before me but never with me. Master fate played a perplexed game.

Hmmm... the last man I fell in love made me a writer. Here I refer to the story, "LOVE IS NAIVE." I lost all  three men I loved the most in the world. One to the wealth, another to the beauty and third one is another story. Some say "LUCKY IN LOVE, UNLUCKY IN CARD" but look at me I'm unlucky in both and have my own fate mocking at my plight.

So, no wonder everyone is racing to be rich and look good. Keep racing, it's worth a love.