Articles by: cholden
This is written for the bird that succumbed to death after colliding on the wall of the building for which I failed to save her life. These birds are usually found near my room enjoying on a giant tree that bears fruit twice in a semester. Early in the morning I could hear them singing to their tone and chatting. It was on Sunday afternoon when I was studying, two birds flew directly from the tree with full speed and suddenly one collided on the building wall and died after few minutes.
This is the second incident. A month back another bird did the same. But luckily it was safe. It was funny for the instant but when I see them suffering with pain and struggling it's really aching.
I am sorry for not clever to save your life. You were warm when I picked from the ground. Your beak was broken and neck was to mislay to hold your head. I tried my level best to safe you but in vain. I know how this happened to you. Actually you shouldn't be hastening this much. I know the tree is full of what you want and it will be plenty for thousands of you.
Luckily your friend was safe.
Your body became cold and rigid. And I knew you are death now. I am sorry dear cute bird.
That handsome head
with a mighty beak,
Hands like fists are
where there should be feet.
Wonderful colours cover
Your shape, enough splendors
To make a person gaze.
While you are alive-
With your wings held high
You put a smile on my face.
With all your power
You always left your trace.
Never did I see you frown
For your smile was never upside down.
You were always by my side
And although you are no longer
I can still feel your presence
Your feathers warming my heart
I will always miss you.
And I know the favor will be returned some day
For when I see you once again
It will be in the sky where
You will once again hold your wings up high.
But I feel your good sound is already missing;
From the little experiences that I have:: The word life is known to all individuals in this world. It looks how we see it. To some it is adventurous, to some it is thrilling and to some it is boring. This is all due to how we see and handle problems in life.
Here is the quotation about life;
“The difference between school and life is in school; you're taught a lesson and then given a test. In life, you're given a test that teaches you a lesson.”
Life is a Beauty … Praise it
Life is a Challenge … Meet it
Life is a Duty … Perform it
Life is a Struggle … Fight it
Life is a Promise … Fulfill it
Life is a Game … Play it
Life is a Gift … Accept it
Life is a Journey … Complete it
Life is a Mystery … Unfold it
Life is a Goal … Achieve it
Life is an Opportunity … Take it
Life is a Puzzle … Solve it
Life is a Song … Sing it
Life is a Sorrow … Overcome it
Life is a Spirit … Realize it
Let me represent our dear youth, young men and women. This could me what our youth strive for. And here it goes…..
There is no guide book to this game we call life. There are no wrong or right answers; our only clue to living life is our heart.
But what's one heart without another? What be the point of living life only to fade back into black in the end?
All I ever asked for is a friend or two, but no one ever hears, am I not loud enough? Not clear enough? Or is it I'm not good enough? Is it what I'm asking for not what I need, because in this moment I'm empty inside?
Tonight I'm so insane I want to leave home and scream in the middle street “Hey everyone, I'm alive! I exist! I'm actually real, I'm here.”
Maybe then it'll be clear to the world what I want is only friendship, love and job, nothing more.
I've never asked for money, an unfortunate lesser person could use that prayer elsewhere. I've never caused harm to anyone, so why it that I'm treated this way?
Why can I never be happy?
Who am I?
Where and why am I here?
My body's young, my memories new, yet my soul seem old. All I know is love, yet I'm always kept back in the shadows, no one knows I'm here.
Now I'm making sure tonight someone will know I am here. I'm waiting to meet them, and for whatever is the reason, this mysterious force we call life is keeping me from them.
And I'm sorry, I'm not sure I can make it through alone, please help me get by. My strength has been drain throughout the years, I feel like I'll break. Help me before I snap into 2 more incomplete parts.
My wish: I will sleep tonight and hope to see you there where I go every night. Only this time it won't be a field of nightmares but of freedom. And when I wake, beauty will illuminate my life.
But in reality: I know I will wake up to the same world as today is. And so I will keep losing and losing my sanity at age 17. Dealing with depression, with no love, no friends.
So please listen. Please tell me you can hear me; please tell me you know I exist. Tell me I'm not alone; tell me I don't HAVE TO be alone anymore. This is the last straw, before I become lonely forever, heartless and cold, the one thing I truly despise is the thing I'll become soon without you. Someone save me.
Help our youth discover diamond in them.
For me everything is Random and Thoughts too.
I am in fact a fun loving person for which my name Duba justifies nonetheless. Fun is what I need really and enjoy all times, everywhere and with everybody. This is what gives me refreshing atmosphere and enjoyable jiffy. The instant I say something I feel myself smile and laugh for which my friends sometimes call me psycho. Whatsoever may be, the more you are witty, and more you are joyful. This is the real power of being comical.
When I was a little boy way back in my village, I used to do mischievous and take advantage of certain situation. I have my links with my friends who are all of same age. Together we did everything. Once we went to filch peach from an orchid. We knew that an orchid is guarded by a lady who can't speak properly but can understand. We were five of us and went with bag each tied on back. We were tempted and rushed to the orchid as soon as we see a tree replete of fruit. We climbed up and got our own share. Suddenly we heard a familiar sound. To our dismay a lady was shouting to her pitch and was running to us. Without knowing anything to act we immediately ran. We were broken down of fear. And we cried a lot. Auuf!! What a great fear.
At the age of six I was admitted to school. It was three to four hours walk for kids but roughly one and half hour for adult. It was embarrassing for the first time with so many kids together. We had one Karalian Mathematics teacher who used to beat more than teaching. The moment he enter the class he'll search for my friend Sonam who is his favorite to thrash him with slight mistake. “You you, Pangthangpa Gopoen (head of Pangthang village)” with this dialogue he will hit on his head. But he wouldn't cry. We had terrible teacher while we were in primary school. They wouldn't spare us for simple mistake. They would beat us as if we are not kids that we are there to learn from them.
Once, it's my friend Pema, who is now employed as health professional, we were in class one. There was no teacher in EVS class. We were shouting and chatting. All of a sudden he unconstrained huge gas. The moment he stood up I saw a potato slice that was popped out from his ass. We couldn't control the situation. He was blushed. From that we called him Joktang.
As a young boy I have to walk everyday three hours to school and back home too. In total I had to walk six hours daily. The journey was challenging during summer. Many hungry leeches, snakes, ugly langurs, naughty monkeys and cute birds were what we used to encounter daily. This incident occurred one fine afternoon when I was on my journey back home after Saturday classes. My friends were together with me. All of sudden we saw a big grand monkey collecting maize in the field below the path. We shouted at, but no damn. Then I told my friends to be silent and I said “Oii zala meymey hang aancha?”(What you are doing monkey grandfather?). he happily smiled back at us. We were shocked and busted to laugh. Again my friend asked, “nan ga aabee ooga deewa ya?”(Where is your mate-grandmother?). He was silent for a while and walked away in the forest. That time we were young to think, why this monkey smiled at us and why he went silently in the forest when we ask where your grandmother is. When I think today I feel I am smiling inside. May be she is death. May be he came alone or maybe she gave birth. We can see how understanding the adult animals are like human adults.
It was again one fine Sunday afternoon; I was on journey with my friends to attend the evening and night study. I was suffering from diarrhea. We had one girl with us. In fact most of my friend loves the girl but they couldn't confess to her. We were chatting and walking. All of a sudden I lost control to hold; luckily I was with my long pant. I thought she heard the sound. I was blushed for a while. Thinking off I looked at them, they were on the go. Slowly I dragged myself back from them and changed my pant and thrown away in the bushes. By then I was in class six. From that day I comprehend never to walk with girls if I am suffering from diarrhea. It'll be terrible if she knows.
Here in CST there are many red dogs. They know who are residing in the campus. If we hear them barking cruelly, it is for sure that the outsider is inside the campus. Once I was walking to my class. A dog, oldest of all was waiting, May be not for me. But he was looking to me as if I have hit him. When I was near he is still looking to me. Then I instantly took my book and hit on his forehead. Immediately he ran away with sympathetic mourn. Sometimes I feel animals too cheat me .. hahaha..
When I share these to my friends they all laugh hysterically. They even told me not to repeat such in future since they can't bear to laugh tearfully.
Our life is uncertain you know. We in no way know when we will eternally leave this wonderful mother earth. Actually we are born to die. In the journey of our own life we face with any kind of situations. When we think back, it seems we are reading our diary. And it gives a refreshing and jovial instant. Whatever the situation be, it is for sure that one day or other we will remember it. So, that is why once when we are having the golden opportunity to be as human, write your diary to the fullest and smile when you read it after long long time back.
So, why do people cheat? If it's so potentially dangerous and has all kinds of side effects, why would people take the chance on cheating? It's important to remember that some cheating takes place when people are young. They might be a teenager and on a “self discovery” kick. It isn't uncommon for college students to cheat and be cheated on. This type of cheating is usually more understandable, because this is the time that we are discovering life on our own, how to be grown up and deal with grown up situations. If we were dating someone before we went to school, it's likely that for a while we will try to hold on to the best of both worlds. For lots of young people, this results in cheating and being cheated on.
This type of cheating can be hurtful and potentially pose a risk to the health of the people involved, but it isn't necessarily devastating. Most people who are cheated on at a young age recover emotionally and are able to move on with little or no relationship issues later.
The other type of frequent cheating that occurs can be found among committed couples, such as people who are married. While the excuses for this type of cheating run rampant, the real reasons usually amount to the same thing: dissatisfaction in their current relationship. This can be due to any number of factors: money, lack of communication, lack of understanding and attention, etc. The bottom line is, though, that cheating is often the result of one or more aspects of the relationship that cause unhappiness.
A cheater will often fantasize about the act for a while before it happens and many times, it's purely luck that they don't get caught the first time around. Since “cheating” is often brought about by a buildup of negativity and a need to gain immediate gratification, these situations may not be very well planned out at first. If “cheating” moves on to an affair the situation will usually take on a more planned and secretive dimension that is meant to keep people from finding out about it.
So, what is it that keeps some people from actually getting to the cheating stage, anyway? We all go out, we all meet new people and statistically, there are at least a hundred people that might be perfect for us. There is always someone out there that each one of us meets who we will find very attractive and they will find us to be the same. Why are so many people who are in committed relationships able to refrain from cheating?
The long and the short of it is that cheating is the result of an immature or selfish person who isn't looking into the long term of their relationship. They aren't considering what they could lose and at the moment, it doesn't matter. Lots of people entertain the idea of cheating, but when it comes to it, they never would. It's because these are the people who are committed to their relationship and everything that it encompasses; it would be foolish to ruin what they have for one night of instant gratification.
You two, King and the Queen are an inspiration to the world.
Looking at you, we know that
Soul mates can find and keep each other,
Commitment means something,
A great team can overcome life's troubles,
And love triumphs over all.
May thy love continues, warm and bright;
May it shine throughout the years;
You're an example for the rest of us.
Your faith, hope and kindness are qualities that we people treasure.
But most of all we appreciate the love you give without measure.
As King and Queen you both have that very special touch.
So we celebrate you both on your anniversary day.
And we all love you more than words can say…..
The love you share is immense and sweet.
May your love never fade away.
I wish you a marriage, filled with loads of joy, love and care.
May your feelings and emotions for each other only grow deep and strong with time.
All the best for the times ahead.
Congratulations on your Wedding.
On this beautiful and lovely occasion,
When two souls shall unite to one and seek love and happiness for life,
I wish to congratulate your majesty.
May God bless your love,
With loads of happy and memorable times.
Congratulations on your Wedding.
The intense light of happiness is raising form the horizon.
And we feel the ascent of Happiness flourishing under
Your peaceful decree and dynamic care.
Do you see my endless tears in the water?
Do you see my broken heart as the waves form and crash?
Do you see the permanent damage as the creases in the water never fade?
Do you see my reflection as u feel your sense of right and wrong?
I am not just a little boy who fell down and hurt his knee…
I am a little boy who fell in love and had his heart torn apart.
To breathe seems like a chore…
To open my eyes in the morning seems like a waste…
To trust seems impossible…
To smile seems so far away…
To laugh feels like a craving…
To love again is and will always be a dream that never comes true.
I am not myself anymore…
My chest hurts…
My heart aches…
My eyes weep…
And my body feels like it's covered in endless flames…
Peace seems so distant…
And my eyes are just not good enough to find it.
It was very terrible. The way it came, the way it shaked, the way it sounded and the way it died out was totally different. Natural desaster- difficult to predict and control. When it comes it comes as if we encounter tiger right infront.
I never thought to experience such. The moment I felt first shake I thought it was for a while. I thought its normal. But it was not. I was browsing net and chating with my friends. The magnitue increased suddenly and light went off!!! Ahh!! I was death. The greatest fear ever happen in my life!! It started shaking like anything. There was different sound that is too frightening. Suddenly I heard sound of metal falling form a height. I thought building is collapsing and life end!!!
I was fixed in the jiffy. Did not know what to do. Suddenly I glided under table. I didn't felt my heart bit – was death for a while. I was frozen. I was half necked. I search for my mobile- light to lead me to the safer side but in vain. Suddenly I felt it was gone. Then slowly I search for mobile and went out.
The moment I got out from my room I heard girls screaming and crying. Boys were shouting as if they were chasing a tiger and rushing through the stair case. Then I thought of my parents and relatives. I tried to call them and to my dismay I could not contact anyone of them. Network was too busy. I assumed that they are fine and controlled myself.
And I forgot to chant Baza guru or mani. I was so panic. Everything was blind.
Two days ago, we have officially broken up. I was sound asleep. It was 12:04 am. I heard caller ringtone of my mobile ringing so impressively- Rangsem gawai bu mee khar tshue pey bu. I never thought you will be the one… It was my suspended girl friend Om. You told me about your real past and why you couldn't get the relationship going on anymore. You don't want to lug me down. I know I had made a biggest mistake. My heart still pain when I think of. In fact you don't want me to perturb your life with your new one. I understand you. So I have decided to be friend with you again because I know that is the only way we could talk to each other again without stress and tension, despite how loath and afraid I was. I'm happy that we broke up in a good term and we still talk to each other, but I don't know if you are doing it because you are guilty of me or you are sincerely care about me, so I don't know how long our friendship will last, honestly, I'm still in fear, but not so much anymore. Sometimes I wish I could be the first one who get to know you first, so you will never be hurt, never be abandoned, I will love you and protect you fiercely. If only I was there for you, I will make sure nobody can hurt you. If only I was there for you, I will never allow you to hurt yourself. If only I was there for you, I will prevent tragedy from happening. If only I was there for you…you will never need to go through all the pain, you will be the happiest woman in the world. But too bad…we met at the wrong time. I wish that in the future we could still come back to each other, but a wish is just a wish…I won't hold my hope too high for now. We both have our own goals to achieve and we should concentrate on them. Anyway, I admit, I'm still madly in love with you, I need time to heal myself and to put you aside, but I wish in the future, I will love you in a better way. My dearest, as long as you are happy, I will be happy for you, no matter where you are, please promise me to take care of yourself. Please do not die; you will live for a very long time. You will be doing good, in fact, you must. You must live your life to the fullest. I still love you, so very much. And thank you very much for the haunting advices… I hope one day it will subsist in real. Good luck and I'll be missing you in my life.
Two days ago, we have officially broken up. I was sound asleep. It was 12:04 am. I heard caller ringtone of my mobile ringing so impressively- Rangsem gawai bu mee khar tshue pey bu. I never thought you will be the one… It was my suspended girl friend Om.
You told me about your real past and why you couldn't get the relationship going on anymore.
You don't want to lug me down. I know I had made a biggest mistake. My heart still pain when I think of. In fact you don't want me to perturb your life with your new one.
I understand you.
So I have decided to be friend with you again because I know that is the only way we could talk to each other again without stress and tension, despite how loath and afraid I was.
I'm happy that we broke up in a good term and we still talk to each other, but I don't know if you are doing it because you are guilty of me or you are sincerely care about me, so I don't know how long our friendship will last, honestly, I'm still in fear, but not so much anymore.
Sometimes I wish I could be the first one who get to know you first, so you will never be hurt, never be abandoned, I will love you and protect you fiercely.
If only I was there for you, I will make sure nobody can hurt you.
If only I was there for you, I will never allow you to hurt yourself.
If only I was there for you, I will prevent tragedy from happening.
If only I was there for you…you will never need to go through all the pain, you will be the happiest woman in the world.
But too bad…we met at the wrong time. I wish that in the future we could still come back to each other, but a wish is just a wish…I won't hold my hope too high for now. We both have our own goals to achieve and we should concentrate on them.
Anyway, I admit, I'm still madly in love with you, I need time to heal myself and to put you aside, but I wish in the future, I will love you in a better way.
My dearest, as long as you are happy, I will be happy for you, no matter where you are, please promise me to take care of yourself.
Please do not die; you will live for a very long time. You will be doing good, in fact, you must.
You must live your life to the fullest.
I still love you, so very much. And thank you very much for the haunting advices… I hope one day it will subsist in real.
Good luck and I'll be missing you in my life.
The greatest problem of life is
not that men perish, but that
they cease to love.
Love is like war, easy to
begin but hard to end.
It breaks your heart to see the one
you love is happy with someone else,
but it's more painful to know that
the one you love is unhappy with you.
To the world you may be just one person,
but to one person you may be the world.
If love is the answer,
can you please repeat
Love cures people — both the
ones who give it and the ones
who receive it.
Love is like a river, always
changing, but always finding
you again somewhere down the
When I think of beauty I always visualize the charming, slim and sexy ladies of town. The real meaning of beauty has changed by the time passed by. Everywhere in the early age or in olden days, the responsibilities and the acts of women justified their beauty. In the olden days, girls never want their body to be shaped and slimmed. Their hard work and acts in front of people and family define their destiny and moral characters. Obviously such girls will be married to a noble family and is described as noble women.
But today “due nam mee jur mee nam has changed a lot”. With the development, men considered as the highly developed brain has invented/developed numerous cosmetics. And all most all women believe in NO- MARKS theory. They want their face mark less. It gives them the confidence to walk free of self – doubt. Today's generation is generations where the people's make up are chemical oriented.
People shun their natural beauty and go for artificial beauty. Alass!! No wonder to see women without eye brow. A dark thin line drawn instead. Though it is eye-catching but not eye-ful. For one eye – eye-shade, eye-shadow, eye-liner, eye-bath, eye-wash are used. Today's women are describing by those accessories and necessities.
Real beauty comes from within. But beauty is also a skin deep. And ultimately it is a look of a person now a day. Actually looks is not about how good looking we are physically – because there is nothing like good looking and bad looking. What is 'good looking' to KINZA OM may be bad looking to CHUNDU OM; what is good looking to CHENCHO ZAM might be bad looking to RINCEEN OM; and what is good looking to RINCEEN OM may be ugly to SONAM LHAM!
Looks is about the way we present our self. The best example is the National Assembly of how our MP's – all with different physical looks- come across as looking good. Why? Because regardless of the colour of skin and physical appearance, when they stand for summit wearing intricate Ghos and Kiras, a fitting Tshoglham, Kabneys and Rachuss and hair neatly done, they are bound to be beautiful and make good impression.
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through it all.
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith because you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me.
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you.
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you.
I LOVE YOU.
When I'll be dead, your tears will flow,
But I won't know
Cry for me now instead!
When I'll be dead, you will pray for me,
But I won't see
Pray for me now instead!
When I'll be dead, you'll say words of praise,
But I won't hear
Praise me now instead!
When I'll be dead, you'll forget my faults
But I won't know
Forget then now, instead!
When I'll be dead, you'll miss me then
But I won't feel
Miss me now, instead!
When I'll be dead, you'll wish you had spent more time with me,
Spend it now instead!!
Spend time with every person you love, every one you care for. Make them
feel special, for, you never know when time will take them away from you
You make sunrise possible because you wake up and open your eyes.
You make Birds chirping possible because you walk in the garden.
You make wind blowing possible with your beautiful hairs.
You make heart beat possible because you live in their.
You make angel flying possible because you are the wings.
You make our pray possible because you are blessed.
You make honey possible for bee because you are the sweetest.
You make star twinkling because you are the star of everybody's eyes.
You give true meaning of LOVE because you are the queen of Roses…
Infants learn to walk,
They keep falling and hurting;
But to them it is not failing,
It is a great learning – to walk.
Infant learn to talk,
They keep saying Apa, Ama… A a e e …;
But to them it is not murmuring,
It is a great learning – to talk.
Infant learn to get involve,
They keep doing naughty things;
But to them it is not mischief,
It is a great learning – to play and keep involve.
Infant cry when they are scolded,
They keep crying and trying;
But to them it is not blunder,
It is a great pleading – “please forgive me”.
Infant days are the most cheerful,
These are the days where good seed are planted,
And to be a good garden in future,
Just prevent weeds to grow in garden!
I, Edc2009077 look through the window of my room.
I see beautiful girls, handsome boys and intellectual lecturers
Walk beneath the giant tree – laughing, chatting and discussing.
I, Edc2009077 looks through the window of my room.
I see an angel who has descended from heaven.
She called herself Om and she calls me Sangay.
I, Edc2009077 looks through the window of my room.
I see my mother wrapped in the colours of my village.
In making my dreams come true, she has beaten me
As if I am not her beloved son….hehehe…
I, Edc2009077 looks through the window of my room.
I see my innocent father in his best short smile.
He is never been a father to me …
But a life time best friend who coaxed to me be
What I am today…
A baby was born. His cheek was red.
And his eye was clear and bright;
He grew and went to school with zest,
And peacefully studied hard day and night.
He was in high school- science as major.
Enjoyed – hardship of subjects and the beauty of a girl.
Beauty of a girl was that he enjoyed minor.
And struggle to excel in subjects was not his whirl.
His hardwork – nothing succeeds like success!
Was succeed by mission admission to Engineering college.
This was what he wanted to possess;
With talented charming and studious colleague!
Owes happiness to my parents and king
Who keep me going to discover diamond in me.
With dedication a grown up child
Who is patriotic happily sing.
And thanks to all who coaxed me;
To what I am today….
I wake up filled with thoughts of you. Your image and the exciting evening which yesterday have left my senses in turmoil. What a strange effect you have on my heart! My inner life aches with sorrow it was last night that I fully realized how hard it is to be deserted by someone you like.
This is the greatest pain I ever encountered in my entire life that comes from someone you never comprise.
My heart rages in its utmost height…
My heart keeps bleeding.
I was in my highest point of my emotion…I fell intensely from the highest altitude of love..it hurts me…it tortures me..it eradicates me.
My life is really full of suffering…the disadvantage of being ignored and not being recognized… not even given in whichever right..the right to ask…the right to dictate..
I love you more than you will ever know and more than I could ever show, but I hope that one day you will realize that it is true…I love you more than you know…
I want to fulfill something to prove that I love you so, I'm certain and sure what I'm tracking to…mainly my love that kills my momentum everyday, I feel abandoned.I feel astray…this might eliminate my consciousness including my awareness. My earnest apology for giving you so much worries and troubles, but why? A BIG WHY?! why me?! why now?!
I tried to spill out all my agonies and miseries but I fell short…I'm still suffering …I'm still crying…I LOVE YOU..that's the reason why… I love u KINZ.