Why do I get hurt? why do i cry? why does it have to be me? why don’t i get what i want? why do i fail? why don’t they love me? why do they treat me like that? why why why? why do i have to face all these things in life. These are the things running through my mind these days. There is a big question mark to that. Is there something wrong with me? Am I so unlucky? Is it because I don’t fight back or I am scared of the outcome? Should I do this or do that? What would be the best thing to do in a particular situation? Is it because I am not able to share my feelings with others? Is it because I think about others only and not about myself? What if i take a stand and take a decision? who all will be affected due to that? Is it because i don’t want them to be hurt? Is it because I don’t want others to rejoice at my disappointments/failures in life? Is it a curse for something i did? Am I being punished for my past?
Lot of questions but no answers. The more I think the more i am confused. It’s like going inside a maze.